2-22-11

today was interesting i did a lot yesterday i studied did my american history drawing(took 2hours)!!! but soo worth it! i made dinner for all of us. got me and mom some chicken and rice and jon mac and cheese with chicken. did my chours dishes, laundry, cooking, ect. it took me forever to do that and study which i better get an A on that because i never study! though one thing freaked me out this morning my mom likes me to sleep with her sometimes (it is natural she is my mommy) anyway at 3:15 i saw her standing by the tv just staring at it i did not think anything of it at the time. so i went back to sleep but i dont know if she went back to bed because when i woke back up at 4:45 to get my shower my mom came out of the bathroom. looking extremly worried i think she was up for AWHILE rummiging throughout the house. when she finally asked me, "where's dad?" it took me forever to answer because she was so serious. i was freaked out! i finally told her that he was in fort chaffe! she didn't say anything after that but when she laid back down she was saying stuff about bad dreams. i told kourtny and them they think she was sleep walking! it was the saddest thing ever!!! i am now really worried about her. i might half to sleep there from now on to make sure she is going to make it through the night.

anyway today is going to be so exciting we finally made an official date to go out running. right after school we are running old sandy i am so ready i haven't ran in forever!!! i needed this and today is soooo nice its cold but the suns out!!! yay! great day to go out. me, tori, murphy, and spoy are all out going. taylor and and some other people may come and run with us. hope not too many people. that would be awkward then. After that jon will come and get me. i think madison and issac are coming over to study! so study party but for college people. oh well i learn college stuff tonight! mahahhahaa! hum i really want some play-dough right now! i dont know why but i do. it reminds me of jessica and her giant play-dough collection!!! man i miss all of my friends; sarah, leza, Jhordan, jessica, forrest, ect.
well i do believe this is enough to write for today!

1-21-11

Well today was not all that bad though i have a ton of homework. i need to do this drawing for american history its going to take me FOREVER to get it done a couple of hours and then i need to study for that test over geography!>.< blah though i do believe tomorrow will be better i am hopefully going running after school with some friends. going down old sandy its going to be hard core epic! ha well im excited cause of my new droid phone it is amazing!!! its so cool how you can get on the internet on your phone. i hope to never take granted of how amazing that is. it still kind of astounds me! well i have one minuite to the bell and only got through two sections only one more to go. plus i need to finish up this scrapbook. greeeatt!!!!

2-16-11

well today was AWESOME! we went to the musuem of art in little rock! i missed all of school exept 1st part of 6th and 7th! but i had a blast with sarah, tori, and ali! we just went around looking at art! got some cool pictures and discussed it! i liked that!!! but then me april, and tori all went to razorback pizza and got a cheese pizza:)yum! we played air hockey i beat them both>.< YA!!! anyway it was so cool cause raymond was working there today so he gave us a discount and some free cinnamin sticks! got to love him! and also i got a cute domo doll for jhordan out of the machine it has a mustach on it so it looks really awesome! and i got myself a little vodo doll its yellow and has a red cape on it! :D it made my day! today is just a good day all around it isnt really sunny out! but it smells amazing outside, smells just like summer camp i love that smell!!! wooot wooot! hope today stays a good day!!!

2-14-11

wow! today is v-day soooo depressing! oh well its kinda fun! like i got a rose from tori. and i made murphy buy me an orange soda! so its pretty good day! today is also sarahs birthday!:) i got a thing for the choir to sing to sarah(beautiful just the way you are) and tori(you make me smile)! also for yearbook we did a compatibilty contest im compadible with dillion green for my grade! and nathaniel W. for my over all score!
BAHAHA!!! ok and also today was soo funny because in DTP! i gave Xavier my snickers because i told him i dont like nuts in my chocolate>.< MAHAHAH!!!! and his chocolate so its funnier!:) ha Jade just read this and snorted with laughter!!! hum... i suppose today is a good day! SAD but good! sad because i have no guy to share the day with but Reagan M. IS MY VALENTINE!:) i miss my best friend!:,( i will call him later and say were valentines! MAHAHHA! yes but were secret valentines:)yesh! okay i bought new pants when we went to branson this weekend i love them there jeggings though there a bit too big so i half to wear a belt with it at all times! otherwise butt crack time!!! EW! well the days almost over and we need to cheer tonight! P.s. we won nationals though we only competed against our selves GO FIGURE!!!;)

2-7-11

Today was actually a nice day! we did not half to go to school till two hours later than normal due to the weather! so i just got one facebook and talked to murph, frankie, and pat! i got super hyper off the potatoe wedge and a piece of cookie cake! my day mainly consisted of little work and food! like  for lunch i had chicken and a corndog + water(the healthy stuff)! i really need to excersize my pudge is coming in:/!!! NOOOO!!! hum! im so excited to get to talk to J later today! i dont know why i just am! so yay! though today should be depressing because it is the anniversary of my papa's death! i love my papa i miss him and my grandpa so much! and i only lost them both in the 5th grade!!! wow! forever ago? dads going to leave soon! so ubber downer!!! but hopefully ill work up the courage to ask about J!!! mabey, mabey not! ill see! things are too good right now exept no church, no j, about to be no dad, and of course moms yelling will always be there(GR)! but there are positive sides of things like seeing J again, going to church, getting all A's, ect. ect. and glee yesterday was soooo amazing i was like O.O sooo GOOOD!!!cant wait till tuesday now! woot woot!!!:)))) i love J!(SHHHH)

2-3-11

Today was extremly sad! i just felt so muppy(if that is a word) but at lunch i had so much fun with pomz, sarah, tori, and reagan. Apparently my animal is a seal!o.O who would have known!oh and i found out i got a 45 of the azvab!!! army here i come(mabey)!:) I am mainly sad (more to this morning) because i think my best friend is mad at me!:/ he did not even text me this morning it's either his really mad, or his signal was messed up again. this is turture becasue i don't know if he is or not! such a dilima!!!:/ today i might go running after school with some friends to shrug all this off. It stresses me out! i also have cheer later. so today is a work out! i hopefully will be able to go to kourtny inbetween practices! that would be fun SONIC RUN! yesh! oh the best part about yesterday is that i had a long conversation with Jhordan and my daddy came home!!! yay his going to leave again soon. Mabey in two weeks, then Iraq:/! BLAH! sometimes my life feels like a bad soap opra! it sucks! "Can't do NOTHING" -George Lopez! but atleast im not a cold hearted little person that doestn't care about anything. I like to think things will be okay and I LIVE MY LIFE!!!