3-30-11

Today turned out to be just an alright day! Not the best but not the worst I've ever had. I can't stop from yawning it is so contagious! I finally got my study seccion in with J I had to get the ten minuite short version though. I do not like not talking to him expecially if it's when were studying the bible. hum... Right now Xaviers doing some video thing. I think right now would be a good time to bug him. So I'm going to listen to my music and annoy him.:)

831J!

3-19-11

"If I were a boy..." best song ever that I am listing to right now! It is mine and Kourtny's song!!! We sang it all the way up to St.Luis once (and I hate this part right now by the pussycat dolls!) Oh such good memories!

Today was very diffrent I woke up very sad and BLAH mainly cause I didn't get to talk to J last night! Gr! But hopefully we will rescedule for tonights!:) I am in a much better mood now that I ate and my back doesn't hurt as much. I am so lucky to have such cool friends! I love them all! Even more now that Jade gave me an oreo that has yellow icing? Yum! Anyways I was going to run the track today but darn weather it does not look like that would be such a good idea now! Xavier is so mean he put the moon in my purse so at lunch I threw it at him! My computer isn't working AGAIN so now I'm right in front of him! Funny faces? Now I have chocolate cookie taste in my mouth! Oh well my belly is full and listing to F.O.B! :) So pretty contint! And knowing after school I'll be about to talk.

OMG! I HATE THIS PART RIGHT NOW JUST CAME ON!!! CRUNCHY GOODNESS(KOURTNY)

831J!:)

3-28-11

Just to let everyone know I do believe Xavier is MEAN! He through gods toenail at me (a cardboard cresent moon)!!! GR now he tried to delete all of this so he hit him. If only Jade was here! Such good times! So now we made a truce after I popped his finger. I am so hyper but yet calm today all at the same time!!! WOHHOHooo! Lunch was so much fun with Sarah, Tori, and Pom. I bought Pom some Pom wonderful pomegranet juice! Ya it was so nasty and we were trying to get her to drink it! Well I told her that if she had a sip I would chug it! She took the tiniest sip and gave the funniest face! So I tried to chug it I got 1/4 of the way down and gave the nastiest face! >.< Can not wait to see the video!:) Also I am so excited for tonight! Jhordan is going to call me and give me a bible lesson since I can't go to church. His going to be my church now! Yay for Jesus!:) Hum so apparently I look like a kindergarden teacher, and a hippie today! Wow did not know that was possible expecically since I am wearing my moms old bluejean button up shirt. So yes today is epically awesome so far! 831J!

3-17-11

ONE OF THE BEST SONGS!:) LOVE DRUNK BY: BOYS LIKE GIRLS!

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over

3-15-11

Today I would say is... alright. It was ACT testing today. Ya I so bombed the science portion! I didn't even read the passages for the science part just read the question and skimmed over the graph! That is probably the one subject I should have studied the most. Though I am really happy because math had a ton of questions and i only guessed on 1/4 of them and they were very educated guesses the rest I was su\redfi did good on them. Ya Jade is wierd staring at me and the computer she thinks so sooo smart she is the one who snorts!!! LAUGH SNORTER!!! Other than testing today has been really mellow had a good big lunch...expect Tori got really weak and had to go home:/ (now jade is pokeing my side really hard my pudge is moving!!!) ew! Right now I am listing to my ipod it is playing Head Strong! Very good song! Got done with my English homework early so I'm excited that I don't half to do it later. Hum just reliezed that Xavier is not here. odd... Wait is he getting his brace off today...who knows! Oh Well!
Anywho I am so excited for ring ceremony mom and Jon is walking me and I get to go out to eat afterward! Then me and all three of my grandmothers are going to go to the Cemetary so that I can see my granpa and papa. I wanted to put new flowers on their graves. So that makes me happy that I can go and do that for them!.... Then spring break!!! woot woot!
... Ha I had to get on to my BEST FRIEND Jhordan because he pronounced my last name wrong yesterday he pronounced it like (paradie) ya that is not right I'm like wow!!! I guess he never heard me say it before... Oh well! But he was saying something about the song "Paradise city where the green grass grows and the girls are pretty, ect...!"
Blah! 831J!

3-14-11

Today is an amazing day! Yesterday was crap because mom was not very nice to me at all! So I did not have my phone all day!!! gr! Anyway on Saturday it was awesome it was the prettiest day in a long clowdy day. Since it was so sunny out i got a towel and went outside to enjoy my day with my BIG book of ACT's! WIPPEE I felt so acomplished afterward though! So me and mom went out went in to Conway and shopped around. Waiting for Ali to get off work so we could go go Ihop! It was so much fun we laughed so hard I almost stabbed her with a butter knife!!! And I meant to lay my head on the table instead I hit my head on the edge of the table! Ali lauged so hard she started chocking. Overall Saturday was amazing. Except for mom being so controlling. She says that she can control me (she can but to a certaing extent). I mean saying who I can and can not be friends with because she "THINKS" their too whinny or just because she automatically asumes she does not like them anymore for no real reason. UGH. I need to get away from my house but mom likes none of my friends really so I can never escape to breath! Expecially when I need to vent to Jhordan! I swear I think my parents are rasist! Mainly if I like someone of a diffrent color. I remember when I was little my mom told me not to date a little black boy... Ya they say they are not rasist but wow! If that is not I do not know what it means anymore! I want to say life sucks. Which is true expecially after moms fit yesterday. But I am trying to think morally optimistic now! Seeing that I am so thankfull of everything I have! Even more what god has giving me! Trying to embase that and it put me in an even better mood overall this morning! So I am a pretty happy child right now! Also knowing that I am turning 18 in just 9months!!! So yes that brightens my horizon a bit! Also in 1st period (geography) me and Murphy were talking about Naruto! It was Epic! Also I had to do a short report/facts about two states New Mexico and South Dakota. Said some random stuff like South Dakota is known to have a "play ground" area where dinosaurs used to be. Also holds the potatoe wrestling contest. And New Mexico has a roadrunner as their state bird. And holds the National hot air balloon festival (I want to go there one of these days)!!! Today was yes amazing much better than silly yesterday! Just hope a certain somebody does not bring me down. She has really been depressing me lately to where I can not think. Mainly by how judgemental she is toward me I can not do or say one word to her without a comment. And she wonders why I have an attitude. I would be so much nicer if I had some respect back! Just saying!!! Now my hand is starting to go numb for writing so much. Now Xavier is complaing by how much I am typing! So rude. EVIL STAIR BACK AT X!!! ha now Jade is giving Xavier his dew. She gets his hair and starts twisting it into knots!!! :) Weird but funny!
By brother is the weirdest person ever! But his cool we watched Rocky Horror Picture Show!!! Love the songs they do like "Damit Janet, I love you!" and "Touch me"!!!
Rawr! 831J!!!:)

3-11-11

Today was very up and down for some reason like this morning was great got a text from J:) AND we had donougts and juice party first period! Since we beat coach A's class in change angels raised over $100 for childrens hospital. YAY we did something good and meaningfull! I was in a great mood till i asked one of my friend (Not to be named friends) if she was ok! she said ya all sad like so i kept asking! Only asked like two or three times asking all concerned. Then she got mean.... ya i was being nice mabey annoying but dang I do not like it when people are rude and you are trying to be nice to them. GRRR! So sorry for caring for you I won't anymore! So you're welcome! UGH!

Other than that I had a decent day thought because of that it ruined my third and forth period. Had a test third (hope i did good, if so it will affect my A) and i blasted my ipod during the whole thing. Same thing happend fourth exept I had my head down. But I also looked at Madisons new pokemon on the black version. Brock Obama is right they are looking a lot more like Digimon (geek mode)! My day only got better because of Sarah and Tori. Sarah had to pee really bad but she didn't want to go at school. So me and Tori were walking by the bathroom and dragged Sarah in against her will. I warned her too. But me and Tori won in the end:). YOUR WELCOME SARAH! and in english (5th) we are still getting ready for ACT's and yay i get to study (mainly cause i want to do good on it)! And Tiffannie wanted me to sit by her not too excited since it was right beside the trash can and the pencil sharpener! WHY!!! ha well anyway can not wait till this weekend! Going to do hopefully nothing if I do anything I am going to the Pagent to watch my friends, study, eat pancakes (mabey waffles and chicken at Ihop), work out (to get ready for track season in only two weeks, which is during spring break>.<), and hang out at the house! YAY ME! Oh and most important of all I get to call J!!! WOOOT WOOOT! Now I am sitting in DTP class typing this because it is for a grade.

Yesterday after school was horrible since i went shopping with mom. Well Jon was suppost to bring me to the commuter lot so mom could get me and we go to Conway. Well he could not find his keys so mom came ALL the way home (we live 15 minuites away FROM mayflower) and go me! Well we went all the way to Conway relizing that we left moms purse at the house! So we went all the way back to the house, then back to Conway. So it was exahsting!!! We stayed there at Khole's for like an hour and a half trying to find mom an outfit for tomorrows (now todays) funeral. My Great grandma's nephew, Bob Gregory, died. He is also my mema's cousin. It's sad.

And that is my story 831J!

3-10-11

Today was pretty fun exept for the fact that kourtny gave me the worst news ever in the world!:/ she may be moving!!! curses then cheer is going to totally suck!!! and poor chris!:/ now i have now where to go when i want to get away for a while!!! and i freaking miss my best friend to death i would give anything to see him. When i do it will be the ultimate hug moment!!! i love that boy!:) Anyway so happy testing is over with we have been testing for the last two days (tuesday and wednesday) and today is thursday so YAY! though today we were talking about ACT we are having a free one on wednesday! so exahsting but i checked out a GIANT book from Mrs.Renolds so i can study. UGH this is going to be hard. I really want to go to CBC(Central Baptist College!) I could go for some chicken right now or some pizza I'm hungry all i had was a cookie and some popcorn and a smushed rice crispy treat (thanks to tyler)! Without Kourtny at school and Sarah and Tori won't be in any of my classes i don't think mayflower would be the same i would want to move mabey to Conway:)=J!!! ha 831! =i love you eight words, three letters, and one meaning:)!
oh and.... take an 8 turn it 90 degrees and that is how much i love you!!! (means infinaty)

3-10-11(thackers class)

Wow i just forgot what month it was. I asked spoy and i feel extremly stupid right now. and very hungry!!! could go for some thai food right now(spoy shakes her head). Hypolyta is my new name mrs. Renolds gave it to me its Greek mythology it means queen of the amazon! ha nice! so it is national name tag day so ya i got my name tag. OH  poo spoy just saw the picture of me and Jhordan she asked who that was i said my best friend she said he more than a friend. wow asains even can tell!!!:D

3-8-11

today was quit depressing. it has been raining all day! so i have been feeling extremly tired all day! today sucks also because of english testing i suck at english.:/ so yay...not really! tuesdays are not my days every tuesday has sucked for me! only good part is GLEE!!! so yay...for real! I've been feeling distant from all my friends lately like sarah i have no idea how she is!!! what up with that. and i only talk to tori for a little bit! i feel so left out! so not good. i need a day to have a day just for friends!!! 831J!

3-3-11

Well today was halfway fun. though i am sad because i think i hurt one of my friends fellings! i am so sorry! it's just it was your first blemmish so i was shocked to even see you with one! worst thing is everyone else noticed it. and she hates it when her flaws are broadcasted. which i totally understand that is why i am not saying your name. but simply apologizing over the internet. i love you!!!
and i love all my friends i am so greatful to have friends like them. they make me smile when i'm down. wow xavier keeps throwing paper at me!!! gr >.<!!!i am really excited about this weekend me and mom are going shopping! mainly for her an outfit for work and to wear at my ring ceromony. and something for me to wear as well! i am sad since dad can't walk me but it's not his fault i love him either way! though now that my brother may not be able to since he has class around those times and might miss a class(which he can't).

Xaviers wierd!!!! 831J!:)

3-1-11

Well this weekend was interisting Pom came over and we all played hide and go seek me and jon hid under the bed and i made her video tape her looking for us. It was so funny it took her 10 minuites! she is hilarious and she made lunch it was some thai rice( a little american styled though... five minuite rice) then we went to sarahs party played a game of pool and played ping pong a am deadly at that game im not that good but i seem to always hurt someone at the game!!! it was a lot of fun. found out that pom is a master at the piano she played beytoveen while we watched her at the balcany screaming oncore!!! oh i did get in trouble for talking on the phone till 3in the morning!!!sunday wasnt that great. neither was monday except i got to get out of sixth period to take yearbook photos.and i got to talk to jhordan.... hum right nhow is pretty interesting since jade is tickling my feet. she has my foot hostage and wont let me get it back!!! i was just over in my chair in pain from how much it tickles. she still has my foot between her legs. HELP ME!!!!.... tonights glee night and talk to my bfff(best friend forever)!!!
AGAIN WITH THE TICKLING JADE!!!!!! UGHGHH